finally

when God says no, it is useless and painful to fight for a yes.

i've told myself a thousand times that its over, but i never let go.
saying that i've moved on will be a lie. i kept on taking steps away only to find myself just where i moved. i know i have nothing to lose when i leave, niether do i have something when i stay..

God loves me so much no matter how i try to come back to my sin, He kept on making ways to keep me apart from it..
this time, it was my sweestest sin who left me.I know that i should be thankful that its over, but its as if its inevitable for me to feel sorrow.

I fear for alot of things.Although i know that there is nothing that i can do about it. on ly god can change the things that i fear. Only god can protect him from what i fear for him.


leaving is a choice, staying is a choice. And you can never really ask someone to stay or to leave. It is a choice they have to make for themselves...