im writing this dahil nahihirapan na ako.. i dont want to bother anyone anymore and the only follwer i have is kuya kris and i so hope that he wont bother to read this...
its too much for me to take.. i gave up everything i have for him..
i was willing to go to the other side and leave my world just to be with him but it was not enough for him.. i understand that god loves me so much that he only wanted to spare me from worse pains but how about you? what is your reason mark?
is it to spare me from pain too? is to avoid hurting me so bad? is to make me have a better shot at happines? well if it is so, then thank you very much for all of these.. i just hope you never even bothered to step into my life.. you could have saved yourself all the efforts..
i hoped you even cared to talk to me before you left.. even just to explain why.. kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi ko maintindihan...andun paren ako kung saan mo ako iniwan..and the worst part is mahal na mahal parin kita...
so i dont want to see your face, to hear your name, what and how you are doing, no chats, no texts, nothing... i just want to make myself believe that you never existed.
